Happy anniversary!!!!

Sowie klaw update lmbt sgt actually its yesterday....But i tell u wat yesterday was soo sweet me,aliff,dwi N dayah kiter lpk pat playground ter0s khali call hym... Then he say to me ade orng nk ckp i pick up the phone from aliff i say hello... And wanna want my ex was on the phone talking to me he say nk jumpe tk pt mac??? i was like mesti la nk anniversary seyy must celebrate...(dalam hati ckp).... And pat mc we eat suap2 each other...Ckp pcl old stories... how i accepted hym??? And banyak lagy la...Tapi i noe dat i dah ckp ter0s terang pat diorng... Malu 2 malu la tapi i still need to tell hym the truth abt my truth feelings.... I told hym i still love hym... Lyke soo much... Mcm nk ckp yang noone can replace hym tapi... mcm paisey la nk katerkn.... So chatted until kol berape entah...Den aliff,hazwan,khali and Luqhman... Send me to my basstop tapi diorng tk turun la mcm nk katerkn one round... Gerek seyy... Pat dalam bas i let my feelings out on hym...Den i go bite his cheek Aduh sakit seyy... U i minta maaf tk u... i tw u mrh pt i???So dah ckp tu semua si khali,aliff N hazwan ckp ain klaw ade kwn perumpuan yang lawa2 kenal kn aku le??? I was like okay???Dah sampai rumah msg hym.... Blg dier yang i work... He was angry with me seyy... Tapi i told hym i'm so so so sorry... He say ape entah la dah lupe....Abe i call hym...Ckp pt telephone we both watch anugerah...Teros pat tmpt msg bwh2 tu ade pcl nenek jual keropok then me and hym laugh la mcm kekek gitu alih2 4 no reason someone wanted to be nenek jual...Ter0s he watch just 4 laugh... He laugh because cerita dier btl2 kelakar... I was like okay tk tw ape2 coz tk tgk.... ok lar tk tw ape nk ckp lagy lurh... Bye2 tc and smile always...Last but not least Happy 1yr anniversary yang tk kesampaian.... Hope u hav fun yesterday....

Lots of love,
Baby kucing

Maybe tomorrow not going skul

Haizz wat to do... Nnt alek nk suroh my mom hantar gy clinic lar seyy...Aku btl2 benci ngn kepale aku sendiri seyy...mcm cb.... Nk mati seyy... kepale aku btl2 sakit semcm... abe lagy cikgu carik psl.... geram seyy... feel like nk tukar skula skrng.... can't take it.... I feel like vommting seyy.....Nk buat ape??? Buuhuu.... Abe nari pun my special day lar kn 1yr anniversary yang tk kesampaian.... i hope he will take me back as his old gf.... i wanna start a new relationship with hym....no fighting, no misunderstanding, and don't forget abt each other like the last time.... haizz....Tapi i guess it's no use... dier pun dah move on.... Abe i'm sick and tired of sitting home... Asyik kena lecture....Bingit seyy.... sikit2 kena mrh padahal tk uat ape2 seyy....Abe nk gy kedai pun slh.... At least aku nk keluar gy ane2 blh.... Tapi tgk la kwn aku ane le???? Wat to do??? Tkpe2 on friday 4pm aku gy gym ngn couzin aku hee.... Diorng kekek seyy tk pernah gy gym....LOL..Abe mcm like aku instrutor diorng la gitu....Kena blg nie ape tu ape???? Haizz....Klaw aku mcm ade migrane maybe i'm not going.... Coz kepale aku sakit giler babi...mcm nk explode.... ok la it ends here.... bye2 and tc my babes....

One n only,

Baby kucing

nari mcm cb

mari mcm cb lar seii aku ade migrane...terus ade english lak tu abe aku ngah rest nk kater kn...den ckp suroh buat show and tell i told her yg i'm sick she said ok...Abe teros wtf lar ehk...she told me i was acting ade migrane i was soo mad... orng btl2 ngah pening glr babi seh say like dat... mcm pukimak seyyy.... abe lagy aku ade basketball nnt under the sun lak tu.... nk buat ape seyy... aku pengsan aru tw... aku benci skula nie precisely..
cikgu2 dier mcm control...then kena mrh abe nnt kena tukar class kalaw tk tw dier...do i need to shut my own mouth... aku tw la blr aku nk tutp mulut aku tkya blg pe.... Abe right now i'm feeling like i'm going to vomit.... i need a rest... from all tis studies.... ok can't right anymore...so tc and gdbye.... nk rest ok.... actually update blog pun mase skula so wat to do....ok2 gtg now....

yours truly,

babykucing...

Sick and tired of it

Just now i call hym and ask abt school stuff and sumthing...but once i put down the phone i was out of my room my parents always ckp ni la tu la i had enough of their lecture seyy geram...And benci sey duduk pat rumah asyik kena lecture je... mcm ____ seyy.. at least ain ade alek jugakkn dari tk alek... i just need to patch thing up lyke last tyme...coz evertyme he will listen to my problems he's so caring... its hard to find a guy like hym.... but now i hav nothing... noone and alone right now... i just get to noe he hav move on sedih seyy dgr buuhuu... NK CRY...ILY soo much tw nk kater kn he is my one and only sayang dat i hav hee...i nid someone right now....plz help me...nk patch alek ngan dier...One next tuesday anniversary fikir nk present abt patching things up tapi tk le coz i think i'm nothing to hym anymore and he doesn't love me anymore....i mayb think its not fated for me to be with hym....how i wish i could turn back the tyme...Hrp2 aku akan dpt dier for another chance and i must prove to hym dat how much my love means to hym.... and ain nk setia ngn dier alek mcm dulu... btw my ______ untuk u je and nobosy else ok sayang... IMY,IRY,ISY,ICY,and mostly,ILY.....


wishes,
if i hav tis chance i will prove to hym dat y love for hym will never and coz he means alot to me...And i will always be by his side if he needs me...And i must proctect hym...And tell hym not to trust or listen to fake stories from anybody...

ps: i sorry if i never check my phone and got to noe ur nad at me... i taw i buat kerja bodoh... tapi i'm really2 sowie.... U i nak ckp bende actually abt yang wani told u its a lie... i noe everything... And i heard nothing of u and me tkle ckp atau ape2 so...i tk tw la u nk trust wani or me...just wanna say gdnyte to U and rest well ily to the end... but if i'm with sumone i tk akan setia ngn dier coz of sumthing...k lar gtg now bye2 tc and smile always everyone...

Hugs and Kisses,
Baby kucing..
One N Only...

i minta maaf

u i btl2 minta maaf... i kn dh blg i tk selalu ckp my hp.... maafkan i.... u tw tk ur my one and only guy.... and i noe i must move on and can't stick to u for long tyme... tapi i tw dalam hati i nobody can eva3 replace u from my heart.... coz i syg,cinta,rindu u srg je.... Hrp u bace post nie... pape nk ckp pat tagboard k bye2 tc and i miss u badly bby:(

lots of love

baby kucing

Abt how i react and i'm sorry

sowie if i scold u all ke pinch atau bully u all plz forgive me.... tk bermaksud tu pun i also need to proctect myself from people who bully me...And if u all be my closest friend krg akan taw wats my attituade lyke... sometimes i can be mad or fun or like to joke around hee....so i'm just saying sorry for wat i hav done... Plz forgive me.... and tc ok(:

lots of love,

Baby kucing

Tiring day............

Ok firstly, i wake up at 5.30 am sbb nk gy somewhere around malaysia....at 8+ we went to seremban untuk breakfast...around 12+ went to nilai... and 7+ went to ayer hitam.... jln punye jln sampai naik penat.... abe lagy nk tido television bising punye la kuat....And one thing is dpt taw orng2 pt dalam bas beli tikar punye la banyak and somemore tilam... glr seyy... its lyke the whole bas diorng book.. i wanna go out pun tkle sampai nk terjatuh haha....lepas tu alek dalam kol 10.30 lebih .... went home pack2 brg yang baru beli.... Terus celebrate my mom nye badae... my father bought her a chocolate tea mint cake... nasib tk manis kalau tidak muak.... so dats the story la.... ni pun i'm updating malm2 buta with my my packing her stuff for her friends hee... cute kn???

Btw: sowie nk pics lum upload pat com hee....

Ps:ILY u mommy and happy badae.....

another chance

i just wish i had another chance untuk bukti kn i btl2 syg u tapi u ask me to move on... when i heard dat i was so upset...but i just one another chance.... i'm still waiting 4 u... i akan tunggu kn u seumur hid0p i ... i just need u to be by my side and i want to feel ur love again... everytime i go i saw our places of memories.... i was so sad dat i cried... i need u... when u r willing to accept me back plz tell me... sorry if i did something wrong for the last time.... [tears dropping] gdbye and tc my friend....

urs truly,
Nurul Ain











Ps: i will love u till the end... i will wait for u till i'm dead... nobody can eva replace u..
its hard to find a guy lyke u....ily and imy....TC ):

I'm not going to move on never eva2 ok...

i dah make desicion and i dah janji yang i tk akan move on.... i can concentrate on my studies but if u r not there to support me or hang out with me at ur free time i felt being left out alone in the darkness.... i'm comfotable with u coz i noe how i feel deep inside me....just plz let me be like tis....i cried and cried when u left me.... i wan u back but its not the right tyme....so tc ):

love,
Baby kucing

Thanks 4 being there with me.....

thxs 4 making me feel comfortable with you....i really2 miss u badly and i syg u sgt2.....but i am willing to wait 4 u... just do well in ur studies ok.....i akan selalu doakan u supaye u berjaya dalam peperiksaan u.... tc and smile always.....