My-entire-life

Hello

2010-10-07T23:41:00.000-07:00

Hey people its been along tyme i have not update tis blog sorry yeah btw i have 5 blogs total so hard to update all in 1 day....
Wat to say ehk????
Okea haha i just miss my readers jek...
So pape klaw krg nk tw pcl me or nk ajak keluar jangan lupe text and one more thing
Goodluck for ur End-of-year Exams ye???
Pape just call me or text me tankiu very much..
LOVE,
Ain

Guys FYI i've moved

2010-04-18T18:44:00.000-07:00

Guys FYI i've moved..
I am now having two blogs so go to my blog okea(;
1) http://iitsallabtthegirlnextdoorme.blogspot.com/
2) http://www.myownworld.onsugar.com/

plz read my updates okea(;

Going out...

2009-10-08T20:45:00.000-07:00

Ello readers sori 4 not updating my blog 4 e long tyme.... I was kinda busy... Okea2 lets start my story now...

Okea its like tis....Yesterday after skul i when to cabin with my frens as i was sitting down i was trying to contact my so called bf.... But i couldn't get through him.... I was really freaking mad with him...But at 2+ he msg me.... Then i called him... He say sori 4 not answering my call coz his phone was switch off...After all dat happen told my fren dat i was going back to meet my bf....So i went home alone... I got back home and dailled his number again... I ask him the last time where was he???? He say dat he is a the busstop stop waiting for bus number 30... I heard wat he say and ended the call coz i though he was already home but i noe dat he is lying to me all tis while....He called my house for many times but i rejected his call and suddenly i pick up the phone and asked hym wat does he want???He said he was sori 4 hurting me... Then my mommy called she said to me to go down and wait 4 her at the busstop coz she wants to bring me to go shopping hee....When i and my mommy meet i lend her phone to msg my guy... I was saying " U i rase nari i tkle meet u coz my mom ajak gy JP untuk beli brg..." and he didn't reply a single word...But its okea i give him tis very last chance... How i wish everthing would turn back where it was the last time....Until here its ends so goodbye my precious readers... Love ya lots okea and tc...

Yours Truly,

Nurul Ain

Happy anniversary!!!!

2009-07-29T04:23:00.000-07:00

Sowie klaw update lmbt sgt actually its yesterday....But i tell u wat yesterday was soo sweet me,aliff,dwi N dayah kiter lpk pat playground ter0s khali call hym... Then he say to me ade orng nk ckp i pick up the phone from aliff i say hello... And wanna want my ex was on the phone talking to me he say nk jumpe tk pt mac??? i was like mesti la nk anniversary seyy must celebrate...(dalam hati ckp).... And pat mc we eat suap2 each other...Ckp pcl old stories... how i accepted hym??? And banyak lagy la...Tapi i noe dat i dah ckp ter0s terang pat diorng... Malu 2 malu la tapi i still need to tell hym the truth abt my truth feelings.... I told hym i still love hym... Lyke soo much... Mcm nk ckp yang noone can replace hym tapi... mcm paisey la nk katerkn.... So chatted until kol berape entah...Den aliff,hazwan,khali and Luqhman... Send me to my basstop tapi diorng tk turun la mcm nk katerkn one round... Gerek seyy... Pat dalam bas i let my feelings out on hym...Den i go bite his cheek Aduh sakit seyy... U i minta maaf tk u... i tw u mrh pt i???So dah ckp tu semua si khali,aliff N hazwan ckp ain klaw ade kwn perumpuan yang lawa2 kenal kn aku le??? I was like okay???Dah sampai rumah msg hym.... Blg dier yang i work... He was angry with me seyy... Tapi i told hym i'm so so so sorry... He say ape entah la dah lupe....Abe i call hym...Ckp pt telephone we both watch anugerah...Teros pat tmpt msg bwh2 tu ade pcl nenek jual keropok then me and hym laugh la mcm kekek gitu alih2 4 no reason someone wanted to be nenek jual...Ter0s he watch just 4 laugh... He laugh because cerita dier btl2 kelakar... I was like okay tk tw ape2 coz tk tgk.... ok lar tk tw ape nk ckp lagy lurh... Bye2 tc and smile always...Last but not least Happy 1yr anniversary yang tk kesampaian.... Hope u hav fun yesterday....

Lots of love,
Baby kucing

Maybe tomorrow not going skul

2009-07-27T22:50:00.000-07:00

Haizz wat to do... Nnt alek nk suroh my mom hantar gy clinic lar seyy...Aku btl2 benci ngn kepale aku sendiri seyy...mcm cb.... Nk mati seyy... kepale aku btl2 sakit semcm... abe lagy cikgu carik psl.... geram seyy... feel like nk tukar skula skrng.... can't take it.... I feel like vommting seyy.....Nk buat ape??? Buuhuu.... Abe nari pun my special day lar kn 1yr anniversary yang tk kesampaian.... i hope he will take me back as his old gf.... i wanna start a new relationship with hym....no fighting, no misunderstanding, and don't forget abt each other like the last time.... haizz....Tapi i guess it's no use... dier pun dah move on.... Abe i'm sick and tired of sitting home... Asyik kena lecture....Bingit seyy.... sikit2 kena mrh padahal tk uat ape2 seyy....Abe nk gy kedai pun slh.... At least aku nk keluar gy ane2 blh.... Tapi tgk la kwn aku ane le???? Wat to do??? Tkpe2 on friday 4pm aku gy gym ngn couzin aku hee.... Diorng kekek seyy tk pernah gy gym....LOL..Abe mcm like aku instrutor diorng la gitu....Kena blg nie ape tu ape???? Haizz....Klaw aku mcm ade migrane maybe i'm not going.... Coz kepale aku sakit giler babi...mcm nk explode.... ok la it ends here.... bye2 and tc my babes....

One n only,

Baby kucing

nari mcm cb

2009-07-27T22:44:00.000-07:00

mari mcm cb lar seii aku ade migrane...terus ade english lak tu abe aku ngah rest nk kater kn...den ckp suroh buat show and tell i told her yg i'm sick she said ok...Abe teros wtf lar ehk...she told me i was acting ade migrane i was soo mad... orng btl2 ngah pening glr babi seh say like dat... mcm pukimak seyyy.... abe lagy aku ade basketball nnt under the sun lak tu.... nk buat ape seyy... aku pengsan aru tw... aku benci skula nie precisely..
cikgu2 dier mcm control...then kena mrh abe nnt kena tukar class kalaw tk tw dier...do i need to shut my own mouth... aku tw la blr aku nk tutp mulut aku tkya blg pe.... Abe right now i'm feeling like i'm going to vomit.... i need a rest... from all tis studies.... ok can't right anymore...so tc and gdbye.... nk rest ok.... actually update blog pun mase skula so wat to do....ok2 gtg now....

yours truly,

babykucing...

Sick and tired of it

2009-07-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

Just now i call hym and ask abt school stuff and sumthing...but once i put down the phone i was out of my room my parents always ckp ni la tu la i had enough of their lecture seyy geram...And benci sey duduk pat rumah asyik kena lecture je... mcm ____ seyy.. at least ain ade alek jugakkn dari tk alek... i just need to patch thing up lyke last tyme...coz evertyme he will listen to my problems he's so caring... its hard to find a guy like hym.... but now i hav nothing... noone and alone right now... i just get to noe he hav move on sedih seyy dgr buuhuu... NK CRY...ILY soo much tw nk kater kn he is my one and only sayang dat i hav hee...i nid someone right now....plz help me...nk patch alek ngan dier...One next tuesday anniversary fikir nk present abt patching things up tapi tk le coz i think i'm nothing to hym anymore and he doesn't love me anymore....i mayb think its not fated for me to be with hym....how i wish i could turn back the tyme...Hrp2 aku akan dpt dier for another chance and i must prove to hym dat how much my love means to hym.... and ain nk setia ngn dier alek mcm dulu... btw my ______ untuk u je and nobosy else ok sayang... IMY,IRY,ISY,ICY,and mostly,ILY.....

wishes,
if i hav tis chance i will prove to hym dat y love for hym will never and coz he means alot to me...And i will always be by his side if he needs me...And i must proctect hym...And tell hym not to trust or listen to fake stories from anybody...

ps: i sorry if i never check my phone and got to noe ur nad at me... i taw i buat kerja bodoh... tapi i'm really2 sowie.... U i nak ckp bende actually abt yang wani told u its a lie... i noe everything... And i heard nothing of u and me tkle ckp atau ape2 so...i tk tw la u nk trust wani or me...just wanna say gdnyte to U and rest well ily to the end... but if i'm with sumone i tk akan setia ngn dier coz of sumthing...k lar gtg now bye2 tc and smile always everyone...

Hugs and Kisses,
Baby kucing..
One N Only...

i minta maaf

2009-07-22T02:57:00.000-07:00

u i btl2 minta maaf... i kn dh blg i tk selalu ckp my hp.... maafkan i.... u tw tk ur my one and only guy.... and i noe i must move on and can't stick to u for long tyme... tapi i tw dalam hati i nobody can eva3 replace u from my heart.... coz i syg,cinta,rindu u srg je.... Hrp u bace post nie... pape nk ckp pat tagboard k bye2 tc and i miss u badly bby:(

lots of love

baby kucing

Abt how i react and i'm sorry

2009-07-16T04:31:00.000-07:00

sowie if i scold u all ke pinch atau bully u all plz forgive me.... tk bermaksud tu pun i also need to proctect myself from people who bully me...And if u all be my closest friend krg akan taw wats my attituade lyke... sometimes i can be mad or fun or like to joke around hee....so i'm just saying sorry for wat i hav done... Plz forgive me.... and tc ok(:

lots of love,

Baby kucing

Tiring day............

2009-07-12T08:44:00.001-07:00

Ok firstly, i wake up at 5.30 am sbb nk gy somewhere around malaysia....at 8+ we went to seremban untuk breakfast...around 12+ went to nilai... and 7+ went to ayer hitam.... jln punye jln sampai naik penat.... abe lagy nk tido television bising punye la kuat....And one thing is dpt taw orng2 pt dalam bas beli tikar punye la banyak and somemore tilam... glr seyy... its lyke the whole bas diorng book.. i wanna go out pun tkle sampai nk terjatuh haha....lepas tu alek dalam kol 10.30 lebih .... went home pack2 brg yang baru beli.... Terus celebrate my mom nye badae... my father bought her a chocolate tea mint cake... nasib tk manis kalau tidak muak.... so dats the story la.... ni pun i'm updating malm2 buta with my my packing her stuff for her friends hee... cute kn???

Btw: sowie nk pics lum upload pat com hee....

Ps:ILY u mommy and happy badae.....

another chance

2009-07-11T05:45:00.000-07:00

i just wish i had another chance untuk bukti kn i btl2 syg u tapi u ask me to move on... when i heard dat i was so upset...but i just one another chance.... i'm still waiting 4 u... i akan tunggu kn u seumur hid0p i ... i just need u to be by my side and i want to feel ur love again... everytime i go i saw our places of memories.... i was so sad dat i cried... i need u... when u r willing to accept me back plz tell me... sorry if i did something wrong for the last time.... [tears dropping] gdbye and tc my friend....

urs truly,
Nurul Ain

Ps: i will love u till the end... i will wait for u till i'm dead... nobody can eva replace u..
its hard to find a guy lyke u....ily and imy....TC ):

I'm not going to move on never eva2 ok...

2009-07-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

i dah make desicion and i dah janji yang i tk akan move on.... i can concentrate on my studies but if u r not there to support me or hang out with me at ur free time i felt being left out alone in the darkness.... i'm comfotable with u coz i noe how i feel deep inside me....just plz let me be like tis....i cried and cried when u left me.... i wan u back but its not the right tyme....so tc ):

love,
Baby kucing

Thanks 4 being there with me.....

2009-07-08T22:12:00.000-07:00

thxs 4 making me feel comfortable with you....i really2 miss u badly and i syg u sgt2.....but i am willing to wait 4 u... just do well in ur studies ok.....i akan selalu doakan u supaye u berjaya dalam peperiksaan u.... tc and smile always.....

Ex- boyfriends attituade......

2009-01-04T02:23:00.000-08:00

when school holidays started i can't get to see my frens......But later on school started everything changes like ur ex's like to hurt u very much but in the end when they see u at school or after school they started to call u r even sms u this is call dat they want u back coz in ever year people may look ugly but when people changes from ugly to beautiful dats when they need u back and say they love and take good care of u but u can't trust them too much coz if u do u will regret it later on.......

Freaking me out

2008-12-17T05:13:00.000-08:00

I'm seriously freaking me out and don't know y.......But now i know where i truly belong (the empty world) where there is no one and i'm alone walking like a crazy girl haizz......But i could not tell everyone was wrong and should learn their lesson i can't say dat coz i never say to anyone b4 but i know dat i'm must always be strong and live a life to live in soo gtg now bye2

Cheers,
ain

Today at malay dance

2008-12-16T01:17:00.000-08:00

Malay dance wat to say.....Very tiring and the workout is very hard too and like otherwise the steps are like our performance at singapore poly it was damn boring siot....but at least i can dance hee.....and the clothes is pin colour but very pretty la and the colour very odd heee.....so gtg now bye

urs truly,ain

Hard time

2008-12-15T04:34:00.000-08:00

I really had a hard time thinking abt how to clear all the problems from my mind......i tried my best but could not done anything abt it....its driving my crazy......wat should i do and does it really have to be this way or are there any other solutions.............

Life

2008-12-15T03:44:00.000-08:00

Life is wat u think it is but 4 me its very hard to explain.....Firstly, my besties dat i trusted, they just treated me like i'm nobody and its okay if they dislike me just tell me the truth and i can leave them....Secondly,i hate people who talks bad abt me its kinda irratating ......If i know where i truly belong maybe one day my problem will all be solved......And i don't like to take revege of anybody like e.g. my frewns they talk bad abt me i just keep quiet and wanted to find who did dat and just relax.....finally, one day my close frens told me abt the girl who had hate me the most but i couldn't do nothing if i do something bad to her she will complain to anybody dat she know and i will be in big2 trouble right.....hee so gtg now bye